THE FIRST STEP IS THE HARDEST

THE FIRST STEP IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST. HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED HOW TRUE THAT ONE STATEMENT TRULY IS? I JUST REALIZED THAT WHEN I WAS SITTING HERE, IN FRONT OF MY LAPTOP AT 12 45 AM, TRYING TO BE QUIET SO THE BABY DOESN'T WAKE UP, OR ELSE THIS POST WILL NEVER GET PUBLISHED.
THE FIRST STEP TO MAKE A COMEBACK IN THE BLOG WORLD WAS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT FOR ME, BECAUSE I HAVE ALREADY EXPEREINCED THE FAILURE OF MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT BECOMING A MOM BLOGGER. I MISS IT SO MUCH, YET I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE THE TIME TO COMMITMENT OR THE TIME TO MAKING MY BLOG SUCCESSFUL , AND KEEPING IT THAT WAY.
TAKING THAT FIRST STEP TOWARDS ANYTHING NEW IS NERVE WRACKING. EVEN DECIDING ON CHANGING MY BLOG WAS HARD, BUT NOT AS HARD AS THE FIRST STEP I TOOK TO ACTUALLY DO IT. 
THE ONLY DECISION THAT WAS EASY WAS  MY DECISION TO DO THE  NEW MOMMA THING  AGAIN AFTER 15 YEARS AT 34 YEARS OLD, WAS PROBABLY THE ONLY EASY FIRST STEP I'VE MADE. IT WAS A NO BRAINER, BUT TO BE HONEST I WAS REALLY SCARED. I WAS SCARED FOR MANY REASONS, AND I'LL GET INTO THOSE ON ANOTHER POST.
THE FIRST STEP IN ANYTHING IS HARD, BUT CAN ALSO BE EXCITING AND FUN. A NEW ADVENTURE AWAITS AND IS THERE FOR ANYONE TO TAKE IT.  NEVER LET AN OPPORTUNITY PASS YOU BY BECAUSE YOU WERE AFRAID OF TAKING THAT FIRST STEP.
BASICALLY I'VE REALIZED THAT THE FIRST STEP IS LITERALLY MAKING A DECISION TO DO SOMETHING.  SOMETHING WE MAY HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO BUT JUST NEVER HAD THE CHANCE, OR WE WERE AFRAID, OR INTIMIDATED.
NEXT TIME YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE THAT FIRST STEP TO ANYWHERE, DON'T HESITATE TO PICK UP YOUR FEET AND MOVE. MAKE THE FIRST STEP TO DO THE THINGS YOU HAVE THOUGHT OF OR DREAMED ABOUT. BE THE WOMAN THAT YOU WANT YOUR DAUGHTERS  OR SISTERS OR NIECES OR EVEN YOUR BFF'S  TO BECOME. SHOW THEM HOW TO BE STRONG, FEARLESS WOMEN AND MOST OF ALL SHOW THEM TO LIVE THEIR LIVES WITH NO REGRETS.
ANYWAYS, THANKS FOR READING. PLEASE LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW WHAT WAS THE HARDEST FIRST STEP YOU EVER HAD TO MAKE. UNTIL NEXT TIME, I SSEND YOU LOVE AND SUNSHINE FROM YOUR CALIFOFRNIA MOMMA